I'm Giving Up

l0st-and-f-a-d-i-n-g:

everything just keeps getting worse and I can’t take it anymore

thepersonalwords:

““Maybe that’s worse, not letting ourselves be loved. Because we’re too afraid of giving ourselves to someone we might lose.” - Mitch Albom”

—

blondiepoems:

““Mama, should I settle down?” I asked my wise mother sitting before me. She glanced up in a panic and replied, “My dearest daughter, never settle down. Remain wild and free, do not make the same mistake I did.””

— an excerpt from a book i will never write #21||k.a.

canigetuhhhnap:

“i want a second opinion on the hole in my heart because everyone tells me to mend it myself but every time it beats it tears itself a new void”

— a.r.c. publish my last words.

miosssi:

But we don’t know where did we lose it; or when. We thought we had it right inside our pockets but we don’t know when did we forget about this life we had so much plans to begin with.

blondiepoems:

If a relationship was a flower, ours would have been a rose. It was very fragile, it needed the perfect conditions to thrive. So you and I worked together to help it bloom. And it did, you even put money into buying fertilizer which I helped you spread around our flower. It was beautiful, radiant, a flower that all those around would admire and envy. It wasn’t until something changed, did I notice the wilting of the petals of the roses. When I asked you about it, you said, “I like our flower but I don’t want to take care of it.” So our poor, poor flower so fragile was left in the dust by not you but me. Once I went back to visit to see what it had become and startlingly there was thorns and vines creeping out, almost as though you and I still gave it something. Almost as if we still we working together.

k.a.//our relationship was a rose//

thephoenixwinter:

Love me now or let me go

- feel something

shatteredjuveniledays:

— Me (JNH)// my poetry is a graveyard of memories

myonlywayoutofhere:

“I knew I would love you the first moment I saw you, and I knew it would hurt.”

-Day 573

melloncolliegalaxies:

i sent a lot of texts

that i wish i hadn’t sent,

i returned a lot of calls

i wish never called again,

i spoke a lot of words

but they all came out abstruse,

I was fed a lot of lies

when i was hungry for the truth,

i gave people love

and they never had to ask,

i beg myself for some

but i never get it back.

- “i sent a lot of texts that i wish i hadn’t sent”

shatteredjuveniledays:

—Me (JNH)// it scares him, it consumes me

poetsbloom:

I feel too small for the world tonight,

But that’s okay.

Sometimes i like the thought of travelling the earth unnoticed.